I don't UNDERSTAND my parents! Just a short couple of days ago, they were all ready to kick us out because of this promicin stuff and once we finally find a place to be settled, They have a problem with it. They say, "Why so far away, Alexandria?, Do you not love us anymore?" I'm like "that's not it, it's just when you say 'GET OUT', i'm pretty sure that's what ya meant!" But Xay and I got our hearts set on this one. We finally want to be free and go somewhere that we are able to be safe and develop our ability. I told my parents that once we get there, we can get jobs and raise enough money to come a visit them. But i KNOW they didn't think that once they kicked us out we were just going to move next door. That's not how it works.
But anywayz, I keep checking the boards at PromicinInfo.com and i find something new everyday. One interesting person i met yesterday was a Mr. Alex C. He is so "gun-ho" on how bad promicin is and how we are all terrorist. It's because of people like him why i have to move so far away from my parents. I'm scared, but i know it's for the best. And i'll have my brother with me and we always joke around about having "Twin ESP", but after all this promicin stuff, maybe there's something to that. haha
I just want my family to be safe, i want my parents to be safe, i want my little sister to be safe, and i want me and my brother to be safe. Somehow, i have to make my parents understand that it's the only way. With my ability being so NOTICABLE, there's no hiding it in a little West Covina neighborhood. I have to go somewhere else and Rain thinks that this place is good for us. Like i said yesterday after i found out about it, I won't tell the location yet until we are settled and truly feel safe.
Alex
3 comments:
That's too bad that your parents aren't accepting of the move. It will take some time but I'm sure that eventually they will come to understand that what you and your brother did was for the best for everyone. It's like you said, you just want to protect your family and right now moving away seems the only sure way of doing that.
I still haven't even had the guts to tell my Mexican family back home. I know they worry about me and they wonder what happened to me since I literally dropped off the face of the earth and didn't even tell them that I was leaving but I can feel their pain (you know us Mexican families- always so close nit to the point where we can feel each other's presense)
Things will get better in time. We just have to keep having home because without it, then there is no hope at all and that renders us lifeless.
-R2Roswell
I have read your Blog and am Glad that the meditation techniques seem to work for you.
Sad to hear your parents aren't supportive of you but I think most of us Promicine-positives have lost either friends or family because of us taking Promicine.
U should experiment with your powers further it is always good to learn your own limitations and extreme's of the ability you have been granted.
One thing that I can say out of experience is never to use your ability while angered or affraid being a 3rd year student Genetic sciences I believe that when u are frightened or angry the adrenaline released into your body amplyfies your power to a near uncontrollable level.
Seeing as Adrenaline is a Neuro-transmitter same as Promicin activating certain parts of your brain to make u able to do things otherwise thought impossible.
I will be following your's and other Promicin-positives blogs closely the next few days as me and my Girlfriend both find a great deal of support in reading them.
MarkusV
I think it's wonderful that you and your brother are so close! I am sorry though that the rest of your family is not as supportive. I too am a twin but my sister and I have very different views, I just hope that this does not tear us a part. I have been thinking of starting a blog but don't know if I am ready... I admire your strength.
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