I had been kinda scared to go outside because the last time i went outside it started snowing. With all this crazy promicin ban and NTAC going crazy, i don't want to draw any special attention to myself. I'm proud of who i am, but i'm scared that NTAC might do something to my family and i don't want that to happen.
When i walked outside it was a normal sunny day, i started to think that maybe i was wrong about my powers and i really didn't have any powers at all. Until...i saw my EX-boyfriend over my neighbor, Amy Heart's house, i couldn't believe it! It made me so mad, what does SHE have that i don't have, but ne wayz, that's besides the point! I started to go back inside and as i was walking inside it started clouding up...then it started to rain! there was thunder and lightinin, it was raining harder than i had EVER seen it rain before.
I began to wonder, "did i cause this?" and "are my gifts attached to my emotions?" I was scared, i couldn't believe it. So i knew that i had to stop it, it was turning into a full-blown tornado. I walked back outside and just stood there staring up into the dark sky. And then, i thought about how beautiful it had been before i came out and saw victor and amy. And at that moment the rain stopped, it became as clear as ever, maybe even MORE beautiful than it was when i had first went outside. I need to learn how to control my emotions and my powers, i really don't want anyone to get hurt.
Alex
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