Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Just Gotta Make It


Wow..it's been a crazy week so far.


We are finally in Seattle. It seemed like we would NEVER make it here. We didn't get to leave on Monday because we had some problems getting everything together and the mail got delayed because of some strike, so we didn't even get the money for our tickets til' yesterday. And when me and Nicole tried to tell our bosses that we were going to take off for a week or more, but we couldn't tell them where why we were going. Well....let's just say we don't have to worry about that anymore, because they gave us our two weeks pay and told us that we are FIRED. So, i guess i can't mess with Xavier anymore about being jobless. (Haha)


So, after all that on Monday, the only thing we could do is pack up our stuff, which wasn't that much anyways, and get ready to leave on Tuesday. Thankfully, our landlord was a little more understanding, he said that he would try to hold the house for us until we come back, but if someone else needs it more he will have to give it to them. We understand. Grandma was VERY vague about everything about this little visit and she still is for that matter. We arrived here last night and she was about 2 hours late from picking us up. She said she had some last minute paperwork to do. But she apoligized over and over again and kept telling us how HAPPY she was to see us. We left the airport to go to her house. She has a BEAUTIFUL house. I guess she makes pretty good money as an NTAC agent. haha Although, she said it had something to do with grandpa's life insurance. She has been back for almost 4 years now and last year was the FIRST time she got any of the things she was suppose to recieve before she was abducted. Actually, Grandpa died about 2 years before she was returned. It was so sad. My family thinks that he died from a broken heart and i know Grandma sometimes blames herself.


Maybe that has something to do why she wanted us to move out here, maybe she is tired of being lonely. I don't know....maybe it's something bigger.


Well....anyways, she stayed up talking to us as long as she could about our trip, but we could tell she was tired. So she said that tonight she would make us dinner and we could talk about EVERYTHING then. I don't know what "everything" means, but i'm wonder if it has ANYTHING to do with the 4400 or promicin positives...


Alex

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Wild Wild World


So, i've been out of the loop for a while. I guess that's what happens when NTAC finds you...
On my last post i mentioned that NTAC pulled up to the Library. Well, 2 agents got out of the van and came into the Library to the front desk and the conversation went a little like this:
Them: Hello, we are from NTAC.
Me: I guessed that.
Them: Are you Alexandria ******? (not putting my last name on here)
Me: Si, Senor.
Them: You and your brother are on our reported missing persons list and we would like to take you down to our station for some questioning.
Me: Is that really necessary?
Them: Either you both go peacefully or in handcuffs.
So, i took them to my house to get my no-job having brother. Thankfully, Nicole wasn't there and i didn't want to get her mixed up in ALL of this. I left her a note in her room when the agents weren't looking to tell her we what happened. After we got Xavier, we headed downtown to the local NTAC headquarters. They started questioning us about Promicin OF course. We told them the truth and the TRUTH was we weren't breaking any laws. We took promicin BEFORE the ban and we haven't used our abilities since the promicin ban, so other than leaving home for fear that someone, like them, would attack our family, we haven't broken their PRECIOUS promicin ban. And they had NO right to hold us against our will.
They told us that they didn't want to put us in jail, but they wanted some information about us. Direct request of Ms. Katherine Gipson, our jaws DROPPED! Grandma is looking for us and she is working for NTAC? I guess they don't care that she is a 4400. But i was just glad to know that she was still alive and she was LOOKING for us. All she wanted was to find us so she could see us and make sure we were okay. She is working at the MAIN headquarters in Seattle. The agents who found us gave us a phone number we could reach her at to tell her when we were coming. We found all this out on Wednesday, but i didn't get to talk to grandma til Friday. She said she was looking forward to seeing us and i should try to make it as SOON as possible. I told her that me and Xay don't have the money to hop a plane to Seattle and we can't leave Nicole here by herself. Grandma agreed and said she would pay for the plane tickets for all three of us. I didn't know what to say........

What about our jobs? I asked her how long she thought this "visit" would take. She told us to take about two weeks off. If it took longer she would take care of EVERYTHING. I don't know what shocked me more, how easy this all was or how urgent it seems that grandma wants us in Seattle. So, we leave tomorrow. No sense in tarrying since NTAC's "fear" scare is over. There was an Autistic little boy who's father shot him with promicin and her gained the ability to make anyone's deepest fear come to life. 4400 Shawn Farrell healed him of his autism and he was put on inhibitors. That story was amazing to me, God Bless Shawn Farrell.
Sad news....PromicinInfo.com is shutting down. Something i missed being out of the loop for the past 3 or 4 days. Thankfully, other sites are being open and now that i have FAMILY in the NTAC ranks, i'm not so scared of them anymore. Well...whenever we get to Seattle, I'll let you know. Keep us in your prayers and we travel....AGAIN.


Alex

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

You Better Watch Out, You Better Not Cry, NTAC is coming to town...


So, i've been really on edge for the past couple of days. We ALL have. I got an e-mail from my dad last night telling me that NTAC came to my parents' house looking for me and Xay. My parents told them that we had left to go to college in a nearby town. I'm so thankful i have parents who will lie for me...lol Unfortunately, either NTAC has some information they didn't tell my parents or they didn't believe them because i saw some NTAC agents in town this morning asking around about us. I know i haven't really used my ability since the ban. Well...there was this one time i was too lazy to get up and close the door so i used the wind to close it, but nobody was around.

I don't know why they are looking for us, but i'm starting to REALLY get scared. I wonder if someone's been bugging our phone or if someone at our workplaces suspects us. I hope Xavier hasn't been showing off his ability at work like an idiot. Nicole has been talking to her father in Nevada staying with his mom. Maybe someone has been listening in on their conversations. Or what about me, i've been VERY careful on the internet at work. But who knows? Maybe someone has been looking over my shoulder and didn't know it. I don't know, but i'm SO worried. If NTAC arrests us and makes us stay in quarantine i'm gonna CRY.


OH NO...an NTAC van just pulled up outside the Library....


Alex

Monday, June 18, 2007

As The World Turns...


Well, it has definitely been an interesting weekend. On a major scale and on a personal level. I guess i'll start with the major scale...

I've been watching alot of TV after this promicin ban stuff and checking Promicin Info. There was a very interesting story coming out of Seattle. (no surprise there...) A boy about my age, maybe a little younger, took promicin and gained the ability to make anyone around him think he's the KING of the world or something. He had the whole city of Seattle almost under his command. The whole government was scared and didn't know what they were going to do about this high school kid with some kind of titan god-complex. I hated the whole situation because taking an American city under siege is NOT the way to earn any friends with the government. And that's going to give them an even BIGGER reason to keep this stupid ban. Anyways, the end to this weekend saga was actually alot simplier than everyone thought it was going to be. Mr. Jordan Collier himself just touched him and he was left ability-less. OH WOW...when i heard that i was shocked, all this time i was think Jordan had some manipulation ability and he can neutrilize promicin in positives. I WANT to believe that this is a good thing, but the pessimist inside of me keeps thinking there's so bad ahead because of that ability. Who knows?

Well, on a personal level, Friday was our first day at our new jobs. Other than dropping and breaking two plates and accidentally knocking someone's hot coffee on their lap, Nicole said it was a "good" day. Whatever that means...i think she just didn't want to admit that her first day of work really sucked. haha Xay has to have won the award for the shortest lived job, He was fired...ON THE FIRST DAY. I promise you i wanted to beat him DOWN when he came home and told me that. How do you get fired from McDonald's, you ask? Well, let me tell you the Xavier method. Show up late, insult your boss, hit on your coworkers, and mess up EVERY order you take. Then when your boss confronts you at the end of the day, trying to SAVE you and give you another chance, just shove it back in his face. That's the "Xavier Special" method to get fired. I can't believe him! But i got him back today, i woke him up at 4 am this morning with a very loud pot and a cup of COLD water. So right now he's off looking for another job and i PROMISED him that if he loses this job i would wake him up in my special way EVERY morning for the rest of his life. Muhahahaha*coughs* muhahahaha
As for MY first day, it went pretty well. It's kind of boring and i work from 9-5 every day with weekends off. Shelving books and checking out books and helping people FIND books, but it's pretty easy. I can even take my laptop to work and check my e-mail at the library. Actually, that's where i am right now writing this blog. I am pretty careful when my boss is there about going to promicin positive sites, but she's usually locked up in her office. I'll just continue to be careful. It really makes me sad that I haven't been able to practice with my ability. None of us have been able to, we've been too busy working trying to support ourselves. And after this promicin ban stuff we don't want to bring any unwonted attention to ourselves and our abilities our ATTENTION grabbers. But i just think about how much EASIER our lives would be if we could use our gifts. Nicole would have never made all the mistakes she made if she could have froze the plates before the fell or the coffee before it spilled. And I wouldn't had to run to the bus stop this morning in the pouring rain. But....THEN i guess we wouldn't be normal, huh?


I have a student needing my help....


Alex

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Good Job Hunting


So, i thought i would make this post a little lighter and happier because everyone has been kinda stressed from the promicin ban. So, i hope this brings a little smile to your face.
Xavier, Nicole, and I decided yesterday that we needed to go out and find jobs. I agreed because we need to look and seem as NORMAL as possible so that we don't bring any unwonted attention to ourselves. And Hey, 3 teenagers living by themselves need money from somewhere. My parents didn't give us much and Nicole's family doesn't have any to give. They are still working with the insurance company to see if there's ANYTHING they can do to get money for a new house. Nicole still feels kinda upset that we had to leave like we did, but we explained to her that we really didn't have a choice. A way out had came and we had to take it before something else happened to our families.

So, the job hunt began! We started out looking at the same places, but by noon we realized that there weren't any good job openings for 3 people at the exact same place. So, after we ate lunch, we went our seperate ways. Nicole was the first to find a job. She stopped at a resturant near were we ate lunch and they happened to be hiring waitresses. It wasn't the perfect job, but with minimum wage and tips she would make plenty of money. I knew that i didn't want to waitress. Last summer in Cali, i had a job working at a Denny's waitressing. The people there were so rude and the most i ever got in a tip was "stay in school". People there were TOO cheap and i worked WAY too hard not to make any money. So, i was looking for a comfortable desk job that i could make some money and not work as hard(haha). I took a bus downtown to see if there were any job openings. Unfortunately, i was too young to get a REAL job with the "BIG boys". And i kept hearing that advice in my head, "stay in school!". I never really thought about going to college and even if i did i didn't know what i would major in or anything. But i took that advice and met with the admission officer at a local college. I told him that i was really just looking for a job and i really didn't have the money or the time to go to college. He said that "I have the PERFECT job for you. And who knows maybe in time, you will even change your mind about college." Okay, whatever. Well, he set me up to work in the library of the college. The money would go straight to me since i wasn't actually a student and if i ever change my mind, i can use that job to pay for college. We will see, i guess....haha

Now poor, poor Xay. He didn't have as much luck as me and Nicole did. Almost EVERY place he went turned him down because of one reason or anything. So, he gave up for the day at about 2. We started yelling at him and saying that "If we can get a job, YOU can get a job too." He finally decided to listen to us, AT 9 o'clock later that NIGHT! The only thing open that was walking distance from our house was a McDonald's. We told him that, you wasted all day and now you need to get a job wherever you can. So, he applied and was hired on the spot. He hates his job and i think he hates us for making him take it. He said he never in his life thought he would ever have to say the words, "Do you want fries with that?". Nicole and I FELL DOWN laughing so hard at him complaining. It was his fault, but i told him that it was only temporary. Really that's true for ALL of us because we don't know what our future holds because of all this promicin stuff. But all i know is that for right now, we have to focus on living instead of on the people who want us dead. There's always some good in life, we just have to find it and hold on to it.



Alex

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

A Whole New World


We arrived safely this morning.


That's all i can really tell you about right now because of the new laws that have come into effect. I spoke quickly last night because i didn't want to tell TOO much and i was in a hurry. My spirit fell when i heard of the promicin ban, but the minute i got the okay, I knew that we wouldn't be safe where we were any longer. There are too many people after us and with the events on Sunday, there just was NO way we were going to be able to stay. My parents were hoping that it didn't have to be that way, but they understood. Finally, my parents UNDERSTOOD.

All i can say, is that this new place is different, but beautiful. I'm so glad that i have Xay and Nicole or i would feel COMPLETELY alone. But maybe that's a good thing... With everything going on, we don't know who we can trust and who we can't. All i know is, i'm not going to live in fear. Thankfully, my ability as noticable as it is, can also be hidden some. Weather does happen on it's own. They can't blame every storm or wind on me. So, if someone needs me, maybe it will be luck and not an ability that saves them. :D

This morning when we finished unpacking, i took out my laptop and checked my e-mail and PromicinInfo.com and it did my heart ALOT of good to see how my + brothers and sisters checked to see if we were okay. Through all the bad, there's always some good.

Who knows maybe not all changes are bad.


Alex

Monday, June 11, 2007

Our Deepest Fear...

I just had an update. A good and a bad one. First of all, Rain worked her magic and got Nicole a ticket, also. But because of the promicin ban that just passed today, we are getting ready to leave RIGHT NOW. I can't sit here and wait for them to come and get us. I know for a fact that Nicole's neighbor, The Wilsons, saw us yesterday use our abilities. I hope that this doesn't mean we will forever be on the run, but for now we are. I trust Rain and Kai and i believe that where we are going is safe. If you are a positive friend and you want to know how to keep in touch with us, my email is laangel464@hotmail.com I can't disclose my new address on here because i know that NTAC is probably looking on EVERY positives blog as i write this message. I love you all, pray for safe journey as we leave...


Alex

Sittin', Hopin', Waitin', Wishin'....


Ever since the fire yesterday, Me and Xay's future has kinda been up in the air. Nicole is staying with us and her brother should be getting out of the hospitial tomorrow with only minor cuts and burns. Thank the Lord that he wasn't hurt any worse. Mr. Williams thinks that the best thing for them to do is relocate. Nicole doesn't want to go with them for fear that someone might attack them again. So she wants to go with us. Rain is working on that right now as i'm telling you all this.
My parents are happy that we are staying a little longer and they seem to not be as closeminded as they were after seeing us use our "freaky powers" to save lives. Finally, we are on the same page about us HAVING to leave for our sakes and our families. They hope that maybe we can be a little closer, but i told them it was up to Rain and Kai to tell us where the safest place is. I kinda wish that we all could move in with my grandmother, she is such an AWESOME person.
My mother's mom, Katherine Gibson, was born May 30, 1944. She was abducted April 4, 1997. We all were heart broken when this happened because we didn't know what happened to her and there was no LOGICAL reason for it. Until, 2004 when we found out that she was returned as part of the 4400 with the ability to calm any angry person by singing. After she came back, she lived a year with us, it was great for all the kids, but there was so much tension between her and my mom, she left. For some reason, my mom didn't want her there. Last week she finally told me why, she said that she didn't want to put her husband or her children's lives in danger. I haven't really talked to grandma Kat much since she left about 2 years ago, but i see her during the holidays and maybe a phone call on me and Xay's birthday.
I know she would help us and i KNOW she would love to find out that we are promicin positives. Ever since she left our house, she moved to Seattle and began working in the 4400 center, but after they were attacked by Isabelle, i don't know where she is now. We got a mysterious phone call during Christmas last year and it told us that she was safe, but we couldn't know where she was right now. Maybe she was part of the promicin movement in it's experimental days? Or maybe she was part of the Nova Group and she didn't want NTAC to attack us? I don't know, but i just wish i could find her. Somehow i think she might be the key to help us become fully active in this movement.

Alex

Sunday, June 10, 2007

WONDERTWIN POWERS ACTIVATE!!!


OKAY! So i said yesterday that i wouldn't be able to post today, but i tore away from packing and family group yells and crys to share with you all what happened to me today.


So, on our way home from church this afternoon, Xavier noticed some smoke coming from the Williams family house way out in the country a few miles from our house in the city. My friend, Nicole Williams, was the first one i knew to take promicin. Her ability is the power to freeze people and things for about a minute. She has been trying to work with her power to make it work a little longer but she hasn't figured it out yet. We stopped the car to see if there was anything we could do to help. In the front yard her dad was frantically trying to find his cell phone to call 911. Nicole was standing in the front of the house trying to freeze the fire long enough to go inside and rescue her little brother trapped inside. Her little brother is in a wheel chair and the front of the house was completely in flames. Even though i might get in trouble with all this stupid promise ban going on i didn't care, i took a deep breath and started thinking of rain. As I stood there a big cloud came over the house and it began to rain. The rain started to smother the fire, but the house started falling apart around us. Nicole froze the scene so she could run in a get her brother.

When she came outside carrying her little brother she unfroze the house. My brother asked me for a good wind to knock the house over so he could create a hole in the ground to blow the debris in. I did and he created a crater, not very deep and far away from all of us so no one would get hurt. Unfortunately, our friend's house was destroyed, but her dad and little brother were safe. My family took them to a hospital to check and make sure they were okay. Right now, Nicole's little dad and brother are at the hospital and Nicole is staying with us, but thankfully everyone is okay. My parents are actually a little proud of me. Imagine that, PROUD of their children the positives. haha

It felt SO good using my powers to do some good! We saved a life today and i think this was JUST what i need to remind me why i have this gift. Even through all the problems with people who hate us because of promicin, This makes it all worthwhile. Xavier felt the exact same way and so did Nicole. Nicole is even talking about leaving town with Xay and me tomorrow. Nicole doesn't know what started the fire and she is scared that maybe an Anti found out where she lived and tried to kill her and her family. I told Nicole i would have to talk to my friend Rain, but if there is a safe place for her near us or maybe another safe place that we can all three go to, maybe she can help us. It may be too much work. I don't know, but all i know, is today was a good day and i know now that my purpose and my gift is not in vain.


Alex

Saturday, June 9, 2007

This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race...


Well, since i'm listening to Fall Out Boy right now and it kinda explains my life right now, i thought this would be a good title for today's post. Between the promicin ban, Anti's, and my parents own reservations, my life has become an arms race. Sometimes i feel kinda scared on this side of the battle. Except for my brother and many of the promicin positives that have been encouraging me the past few days (THANK YOU), I feel kinda alone. My parents still are against promicin and fear for their lives BECAUSE of us, but they are against us moving and i feel like they are against Xavier and I altogether.

Like i've said before and i'll say it again, we are moving. We have to get away from all of this and i hate it for my baby sister because i love her so much, but i'm sure after this is over i will see her again. This morning I started packing, it was hard dealing with my father's crazy looks when he walked by my room. My mother clanging pots and pans and slamming doors, like she always does when somethings bothering her and she doesn't want to talk about it. I feel like crying, part of me thinks i'm doing the right thing and then the other part of me feels like i'm deserting my family. Xay and I plan on leaving monday, we think the sooner the better for all of us.

As for the promicin arms race, i really hope this ban doesn't go through. Because i know me and my brother have each other, but how do i know if someone where we are going might be an informat? The last thing either of us wants is to end up in an NTAC quarantine. Because if that happens we will NEVER see our family again. I always pray for the positives in Seattle because i know the really have a battle on their hands. I still stand by promicin and i still want to change the world. I haven't been able to practice with my ability very much with everything going on with my parents. As MarkusV pointed out in his comment, i don't need to use my power when i'm angry or frustrated for fear of starting a tornado or something.


I won't be able to post tomorrow, but before i leave on monday i'll give you all an update and maybe once we get there i can set up my laptop and tell you that also. Thank you for all your love and support, Xavier and I are going to need it.


Alex

Friday, June 8, 2007

We Wobble, But We Don't Fall Down...


I don't UNDERSTAND my parents! Just a short couple of days ago, they were all ready to kick us out because of this promicin stuff and once we finally find a place to be settled, They have a problem with it. They say, "Why so far away, Alexandria?, Do you not love us anymore?" I'm like "that's not it, it's just when you say 'GET OUT', i'm pretty sure that's what ya meant!" But Xay and I got our hearts set on this one. We finally want to be free and go somewhere that we are able to be safe and develop our ability. I told my parents that once we get there, we can get jobs and raise enough money to come a visit them. But i KNOW they didn't think that once they kicked us out we were just going to move next door. That's not how it works.

But anywayz, I keep checking the boards at PromicinInfo.com and i find something new everyday. One interesting person i met yesterday was a Mr. Alex C. He is so "gun-ho" on how bad promicin is and how we are all terrorist. It's because of people like him why i have to move so far away from my parents. I'm scared, but i know it's for the best. And i'll have my brother with me and we always joke around about having "Twin ESP", but after all this promicin stuff, maybe there's something to that. haha

I just want my family to be safe, i want my parents to be safe, i want my little sister to be safe, and i want me and my brother to be safe. Somehow, i have to make my parents understand that it's the only way. With my ability being so NOTICABLE, there's no hiding it in a little West Covina neighborhood. I have to go somewhere else and Rain thinks that this place is good for us. Like i said yesterday after i found out about it, I won't tell the location yet until we are settled and truly feel safe.


Alex

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Practice Makes Perfect!

So, while i've been searching for a safe and realiable place for me and Xavier, i have been trying some of the meditation techniques that the friendly people at Promicin Info.com where telling me to try. I started in my room in complete quiet and no distractions. I sat down on my floor with my legs crossed and i began to focus on a peaceful place. Somewhere tranquil and serene, then i imagined a completely sunny place like a beach maybe where it wasn't too hot, but just right. I really started to feel like i was on that beach, i could feel the wind blowing cool on my face.

Then i decided to go outside and practice my meditation to see if it was really having an effect on my power. It was a nice sunny day, so i thought i should try the rain thing again, but this time something simple and controlled. So i sat down with my legs crossed and imagined a nice peaceful summer storm. As i sat there it started to cloud up, i continued to imagine the rain falling on my face gently, nothing violent. As i sat there it began to rain, it was a cool, peaceful summer rain like i imagined. I stayed outside playing in the rain for like an hour. It was so beautiful! and i was so proud, it was nothing like the violent thunderstorm i had created when i saw Victor. This was completely beautiful and refreshing.

So, this morning i thought i should continue practicing with my power. I knew i could make it rain and snow, but i was wondering what else i could do with the weather. I thought about wind. I wondered if i could just control the wind like i did rain. So i went outside and thought about those windy days when i used to live in Chicago. The wind would be so strong sometimes it would knock me down. As i meditated on these fond memories, i began to feel the wind on my face. That same wind that i remembered. It felt so wonderful! I waved my hand and the wind stopped. I wonder if i could do that the whole time or if my ability is progressing. All i know is, if i could accomplish all of this by meditation, i will keep practicing till i can control my ability without even thinking about it.



**New Development** Thanks to a VERY good friend! Xay and I can move somewhere where we will be safe. I won't disclose the location at this time for fear the NTAC may have found this blog. When i feel completely safe i will share everything with my readers. For now, i will post tomorrow after me and Xay tell our parents where we are moving. Thanks to all who helped us!



Alex

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Movin' On Up, Maybe...



So, I think my parents have had ENOUGH of all this promicin stuff. I wouldn't call them Anti, but i definitely wouldn't call them Pro either. I think they are Indifferent. When Xay and i took promicin two weeks ago, we weren't trying to make our parents lives miserable (even though they think that). We were trying to do something different, exciting, something that could make us extraordinary world changers. And it's only human to want to be EXTRAORDINARY.
Anywayz, last night every thing kinda BLEW up. I told my parents about the thunderstorm incident yesterday and they weren't too happy about it. I told them that i was going to try with ALL my might to control my powers. Some of my friends on PromicinInfo.com were telling me about meditation and different things i can do to help control my ability. But my parents weren't havin it. They even got mad about THAT, they thought that i was "making friends with troublemakers". But it's not true. All i want to do is make the world a better place, what's so wrong with change?
Well, my parents said that if i was so determind to change the world, then i would have to do it on my own. THey said that they still love me, but they don't want to put their life or my little baby sister camryn's life in danger. And since me and my brother are both out of high school, maybe we should find our own place. I'm shocked, but kinda relieved, maybe with me and Xay out on our own, we can better help the movement and other positives just like us.


Alex

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Rain, Rain Go Away...


I had been kinda scared to go outside because the last time i went outside it started snowing. With all this crazy promicin ban and NTAC going crazy, i don't want to draw any special attention to myself. I'm proud of who i am, but i'm scared that NTAC might do something to my family and i don't want that to happen.

When i walked outside it was a normal sunny day, i started to think that maybe i was wrong about my powers and i really didn't have any powers at all. Until...i saw my EX-boyfriend over my neighbor, Amy Heart's house, i couldn't believe it! It made me so mad, what does SHE have that i don't have, but ne wayz, that's besides the point! I started to go back inside and as i was walking inside it started clouding up...then it started to rain! there was thunder and lightinin, it was raining harder than i had EVER seen it rain before.

I began to wonder, "did i cause this?" and "are my gifts attached to my emotions?" I was scared, i couldn't believe it. So i knew that i had to stop it, it was turning into a full-blown tornado. I walked back outside and just stood there staring up into the dark sky. And then, i thought about how beautiful it had been before i came out and saw victor and amy. And at that moment the rain stopped, it became as clear as ever, maybe even MORE beautiful than it was when i had first went outside. I need to learn how to control my emotions and my powers, i really don't want anyone to get hurt.

Alex

Monday, June 4, 2007

Wow...this is weird


So, i have just started talking more about my power on different message boards and after i shared with "PromicinInfo." i thought it was time to share my power with the world.
My name is Alexandria and i have this amazing new power, thanks to promicin. I was so SCARED at first because i heard of several people who had died from taking promicin. My parents were so mad at me and my brother Xavier for taking it, but I had to! My friend Nicole had taken promicin and she got the awesome power of freezing time, so i wanted a cool power too.
After reading Promicinpower.com, i realized that it wasn't just about getting a cool power...but actually making a difference. I have just started exploring my new found abilities, but i think it has something to do with the weather. After i took promicin, i started feeling REALLY weird so i laid down because i was scared i was going to die, but then when i woke up, i felt better than EVER! And when i walked outside, i looked up in the sky and it started snowing, it was the weridest thing ever. It was May in California, it's usually 80-90 degrees, but it was snowing!!! So i looked up in the sky again and the snow stopped. It was so werid. I created the blog so i could share with you the new things i discover.
Alex